I am the Rambling Man Part I

Little by little eveyone leaves even if its only 5 miles away everyone leaves... I have left many times never have true stability. I have felt stuck lately just likes millions of others before they decide to get up and leave... I want to leave pick up my things and grab my Loved one and get out of this City.,. I grew up here I became a man here I met my friends here and I met my love in this city yet I know 100% that this is no place to have a family. I went to school here I went to college here and I know for a fact that the education system has a lot of work to do to be considerd BAD. There is always the glimmer of hope that the education system churns out a couple of happy endings but its really just a lottery these days. I don't want a lottery I want a sure thing... I want to leave get up and get out... Anywhere but here or anywhere that resembles here... I am an inner city dweller looking to be a dweller of a functioning society before its too late and I get stuck. I have done nothing to help this city because in most cases it does not want to help it self... So please forgive my selfish desire to escape. I am from CAMDEN and so far I have survived but I really wish surviving was not such a gamble.