Soul Searching

I've been looking for that perfect song, the one that explains my situation so perfectly that there is no need to further explain it. The thing is I don't know how I feel and I amhoping the music can let me know. Thats probably why I have over 6,000 songs on my iPod. Different genres, different languages, different rythyms and different blues, different tones and different tunes. Each song conveys a certain emotion and I find that the ones that capture the anger within me are the ones I play the most followed by the ones that make me shiver just a bit by just how shrilling they are. The songs that captures me the most are the ones I make up on the spot and are made up of exactly whats inside at that moment. No one ever hears them except for those bits and pieces that come out cause I cant hold them yet no one knows if I made it up or if its really a song so Ikeep singing I keep searching for that song that says "This Is Me" I have not found it but its nice to keep searching