I have to stay focused, I have to keep my eyes on the price and eventhough I have come to realize that failure is part of the game I will still try my damned hardest to prevent that step in life. I know I am not burdened by perfection but I will try to be the best I can be. Thats all I can do because I can't be more than I am but I sure will stay focused till I get what I want.