5th day of my no cereal no dairy diet. Its getter tougher every day. Honestly Don't see how I can make it to day 40 but nobody seems to care or see how much of a sacrifice it truly is for me. So many nights finding comfort and a place to drown my sorrows but I guess it for the best. Its a personal test after all so nobody else is supposed to care. I just wish there was someone there shouting inspirational words to me believing I can do it. How pathetic is this.